Metaphorically speaking,

"I saw the deep vast pool of water in front of me...wanted to touch it, so dipped my toe in it...a cold feeling sent a current through my whole body making me feel fresh and sweet...I wanted to go deeper, but all I could manage was a step or two inside, because I was scared to drown...then you came along, held my hands, told me that you would help me float, led me further inside...I smiled at you and followed your lead...that silky water started to dance around me...touching my body here and there...lovely feeling, wonderful feeling...wanted to let go all of me...all of me at once, without knowing what to expect...but wait! You smiled again...I was perplexed...I asked you if would be there when I am drowned in the water till my head...you said YES in a most firm way possible...All I could think of was 'what if you don't'...what if you don't...confused in my mind I took a step back or two...water started to drip from my dress...what if you don't...I turned and ran away from the pool as fast as I could....So I ran away again..."