Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Had a bad day!

I had a pretty bad day today. Not that something bad happened to me. It's just one of those days where you play along for the whole day very well and at night you feel like you didn't play your role right. I played it very bad in fact. I don't know what I did or why I did, I just know I did it all wrong. Or I didn't like the way I did it.

So anyway, I planned it to end sooner and headed back to bed at 1. It didn't work out either. So here I am back at 2:30 AM, writing a blog with no clue of whatsoever.

But since I don't have anything to write about, so I'll just post the poem (not sure if it can be called a poem), I wrote 15 mins back. It might be the worst creation of mine (or anyone), but then again it's very much from my heart. So hear it goes:

Leave me alone!

No, I don't care if your life sucks, and please don't mention how much.
I don't care who your recent crush is, even if it's working
and even if it's not!
I don't want to hear what you did last Christmas
or on Diwali or on any festival.
I don't want to know how different you are-
I am not the one you're dying to convince.
No, I am not angry for what you told this morning,
Just don't call me to apologize for that.
Maybe next time you wanna keep your mouth shut.
In fact I don't give a rat's shitty ass if you die or live,
or get all you ever wanted or become a king or something....
All I want is just leave me alone,
I know you're not doing any good to myself!