Three constraints of my life would be my wish, my like and my ability. Where for the most people these three are more or less similar, for me they are exactly three parallel lines which can never intersect. Funny thing is that these like and ability axes has one thing in common. They both seem to avoid most of the points of the feasible portion of this universal set. There are hardly any poor little notable thing which can satisfy either of these two. Whereas if you consider wish thoroughly from the time I blessed the world (or the other way) till now, it has covered almost everything that was seen or heard or sensed somehow. So if you really come to think about it, the three parallel lines concept doesn't really work here. Because as you see two of them tend to vanish and the other seemed to take too much of space to make a plane or something bigger instead.
So in a less weirder way what I am trying to say is,over the last twenty two (almost twenty three) years of my life I have somehow managed to develop dislike for every living and dead things in this universe. One new thing can keep me going for about 2 weeks or maybe 3. But then I am bored again or simply giving it up. Either way I end up at the same place where I started from or maybe even worse. This even holds me back while taking a decision. Because however tough I find it to look for things I like, I never have to think twice to find the things I despise. Well the conclusion is I know it's hard to be me. :-D
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