Time is a very strange thing to figure out. How much is past and how much you felt is never the same. It's so powerful that it can make you forget a very significant event and then again it can cheat you to the point that a in general insignificant thing can be so clear that it will feel like yesterday.
I was in the middle of packing today when I found a letter. First of all the packing is because I am going home for Pujo. And the letter was written by me on 23rd March 2007. To someone who was the recipient of my letters for a good part of my college life. Well clearly he never received this one. :)
Anyway the point is while reading this letter I remembered......well remember would be a wrong word...I came to know a lot of things that happened in my past. Some of them I vaguely recall, rest seem to be completely new. It was strange. It was strange because I still brag about how much I enjoyed in college, how fun it was to have so many good friends and of course Dhobighat. But...but I don't remember what I did back then. And I am definite I don't even resemble the same girl anymore. All I remember is I felt good, I felt happy.
Maybe at the end of the day that's all matters. Some happy moment or some sad moments. No one really care what are they built of. It's like remembering the taste of something you ate many years back at some wedding. You remember how much you liked it, but can't remember the taste. And sometime you just realised how long has it been. Time, you cheated me again. It's 2009......and if I referred to my college days as past in 2007........well it's really past now. A wonderful past I am still trying to hold on to.
I guess that's all I have to say about this today. I don't even know why did I write this blog. Mostly because it's not always when you feel something and there's an option of immediately letting it out. Anyway I should just get back to my packing and counting the days and months that are gone without realization. Amen! :-D
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